Saturday, November 30, 2019

Thanksgiving - a new meaning

Written on 11/28 evening and 11/29

As I await for our guests, two wonderful families, listening to Ustad Rashid Khan singing Poore se Zara sa kam hain.. On my favorites play list I couldn’t be more thankful than ever.
Today for a change, my dinner is ready, food is in the oven and my saree is ironed. 
I am thankful for small blessings. Anand helped me in setting the table, did the dishwasher and is reading in his room happy. Ajey is on his way from airport after dropping a dear friend and Ashish is enjoying his quiet time with fire and Netflix in the basement. I know he will be a wonderful host after this break. I am thankful to those ladies who offered to bring something from their kitchen and I am thankful to have that wisdom to accept the help. I did cook the way I do and the table will be over flowing and we will have lots of leftovers but the feeling that there is help was enough to keep me going. I am happy that I listened to my body and took a nap.

We somehow don’t have a tradition for thanksgiving, when we were settling here in Franklin, the shopping was biggest thing for thanksgiving. For years we had no set plan. We did go to some friends some years, hosted couple of time but nothing as tradition. It was just a get together with Indian friends over Indian dinner. We were building our circle of friends. Then I met one of our distant relatives and for few years we were their guest on TG. It was something new we experienced, a traditional TG with Turkey and all the fan fare. After a few years they had their own families to celebrate with so one year we were just not invited. Our dear friends had build their traditions during that time.  That year was a really tough year for me, all of sudden we had nothing for TG. But today I am grateful for that experience as I learnt a very important lesson of “what not to do” with people who love you. Some people walk into your life to teach you something, thankful for that lesson.
Since then it has been a very flexible thanksgiving. Our friends with whom we had celebrated couple of TG are away this time and I decided it was my time to start a new tradition and I thought of families who are like us in many ways. Away from home and trying to build their village. Who don’t have a tradition of TG, who are settling in new place or just building their village.
It just started a few days ago when the idea of inviting families from my village struck me.I wasn’t sure how would it go and if I can manage. Finally I decided I should start small and having just a couple of families sounded wonderful. Phone calls were made and here we were to off to a new start. The morning was just a reminder of the excitement. One of the moms texted me how excited one of her son was -"The grandparents were informed about vegetarian thanksgiving".

I had to stop my thought process as the alarm reminded me to boil the rice and get ready as the guests were on the way. 
 As I got ready our first family walked in with a beautiful daughter and even better, the Saree clad Mom in a beautiful baloocheri. Soon the other family came with both their boys. 
The dining table was another fun. It was such a mix of South Indian, Maharastrian and Jaya cooking. We had more dishes than the number of people. Everyone had something from their fav list. Kids were well fed and parents were happy. While we were having dinner another mom walked in. Being a Doc she had no TG off but was so happy that finally she could make it. Such small incidents make life bigger and better.
The dads had their time, kids got busy, the daughter got settled in Anand’s room with keyboard and Anand was OK with it. For us it was another big deal. Anand on his iPad and T on the keyboard. They both were busy in their own worlds and being OK with having each other around.
The other boys found things to do on their own and my first born adult was kind of every where.
I could see how Moms and dads found their rhythm in this small home. It was amazing to see them sitting, chatting, enjoying a drink and just simply laughing and smiling. 3 dads, 4 moms, 5 kids.. our home saw love, joy, happiness, gratitude and support - everything that night.

I am grateful that we could enjoy the evening, the kids ate and enjoyed the meal and all of us overall had a great time.
I am thankful that boys are old enough to clean the kitchen the day after and even more so to have a fridge full of left overs .. the lemon rice, the sambhar, roti and eggplant are the reminder of how wonderful the “ breaking the bread together” concept is.


We wish you all have something to be thankful of, life is not easy but easier if you have your people in it. Be happy, pay it forward and build your village.


The table really sums it up -Sambhar and Lemon Rice from S, Roti and eggplant from A, I made chicken curry ( was on the stove, away from vegetarian table), Chana dal, Spinach and corn, Cauliflower - peas, Achari Potatoes, Shahi Paneer, white rice, Salad and Papad. Pie was a TG gift from My American mom Marge.



 Best Black Friday Deal - Ajey dealing the Dishwasher shopping, he went beforehand to research, picked one and finally off we went to buy. It was amazing to see the man going through the process and handling well while Dad could rest and relax at home.





Sunday, October 6, 2019

A trip to sunny California.. a happy soul, mind and body..

Traveling is supposed to make you wiser, smarter and open your world to new possibilities. You learn and experience new things. Sometimes it nurtures your soul in a way nothing else can.
Last week a crazy idea took me to San Diego. When you get to meet an artist and their spouses they bring the world closer to you in a whole different way. I had met them a couple of times for short periods of time, just knew them a little bit but somehow we connected. We talked about meeting many a times but it never materialized into a plan but a conversation one day just led to me booking my tickets impulsively to spend time with them across the continent.
It was a beautiful Saturday and I landed in the morning. It is so not me going someplace so unprepared but this time it wasn’t a “trip” it was to spend time with two wonderful people. A walk in a humongous farmer’s market was a fabulous start to my not so planned vacation.  A short stay at home and 3 of us crazy people just drove to Mexico, not only to the border town but 60 miles further inland. One of the most beautiful drives. The weather, coastal breeze and fantastic food. I cannot never thank the host family for this awesome treat. My highlight of the trip –a tie–  visits to so many beaches or the long drives with ghazals playing in the car..
Those few hours were the proof that you don’t need to know people for a lifetime, just a simple connection is enough to bring someone closer.
Next 3 days were just the extension of this snap shot, endless cups of tea, beach hoping, drives, food, glorious sunsets and more – you can imagine my favorite liquid in small cups with lemon and salt. I couldn’t make it to any of the west coast sunrises though.
A drive to meet one girl whom I have loved since she was one. Now she is a grown woman, working on the west coast. Sitting in that café on Laguna beach, I was in awe of her. She was talking to my friends and I was just marveling how wonderful it felt to see her away from her home, mom and comfort of known. But she was shining and rocking. That one sunset, the beautiful beach, the jump in the water in the dark, everything is secondary to the warm and tight hug I got from her that night.
I was very lucky to have hosts who were so different from each other in many ways. Together they fulfilled every item on my wish list of things to do and experience on this trip. One of them took me to so many beaches and food joints, with the other I could listen to many ghazals and talked about poetry and everything which comes with this craziness. Those ghazals just refuse to go out of my mind for now. 
ग़ज़ल सुना के कभी नज़्म गुनगुना के मिरी
वो कह रहा था मिरे दिल का माजरा मुझ से


Somewhere in Mexico - we just drove and not worry about destination. This is me after long flight.. 

SO it begins.. a beautiful sunrise in Boston.. right before take off.

 A darling, who was "one" just yesterday, Like I was roaming around Singapore pushing her in stoller with her mom just yesterday and today she is a beautiful young woman working in California.. 

and my awesome hosts.. when i started my journey I had no idea.. these two people will make such a difference in my life.

Barbarossa park San diego..

Water does something to me.. a carefree me standing there, letting the wave come to say hi.

A pic taken by Amrit.. just random bird, a beautiful shot.

 
A beautiful sunset in Mexico .. Tijuanan



The drive to unknown.. Imagine Khan Sahab's voice in the background, this view and just 3 happy passengers in the car. Life is good.


then I came back home, a night hug and the words- "So happy to have you back mom, I missed you so much" and that made it full circle. 


Sunday, September 15, 2019

A long awaited movie night.. Thank you "Shazam" !!!

My house has seen plenty of guests, laughs and fun. We are not big party people but we have always had a busy household. I love cooking and having friends around. BUT today was the first time we had 4 kids giggling, laughing, joking and eating in my living room with the youngest member of the Pandey Household. It has always been the other way round. He would find refuge in his room whenever we had guests. Today he HAD guest, such a wonderful feeling.
Anand has tried social interaction, has planned some outings and invited one or two friends once a while to our home for video game sessions. But it ended in High School as his elementary and middle school friends got busy. The intellectual gap widened and they didn’t find anything in common with Anand. Most of them worked and got busy with rigorous High School stuff. For the last few years TV, Video games and internet became Anand’s go to places. Last year when he joined a post high school program he connected with some friends. We encouraged him to build a better social group but they were all from different towns so it never worked out. But occasional outdoor meet ups and one birthday dinner did take place.
He had been thinking about Movie night for quite some time and finally the plan worked out. A Saturday evening was picked out and text messages were going back and forth with 3 other kids.  Dinner selection, from drop off and pick up to conversations about rides and time and selection of the movie, the excitement was obvious. I was so happy for him. I had offered to cook dinner for the parents while the kids watched the movie.
Finally, the Saturday arrived and since morning it was all about the movie evening. The menu was Dominos, no one was interested in Mom’s food, other than another set of parents. They brought two kids, a sister drove her younger sister. By 5:30 pm the Pandey household was ready with Indian meal for parents and the great chef at Domino’s took care of the kids.
For almost 3 hours we were in two parallel worlds. We sipped wine, talked about our kids and ate Veg biryani with Dal and Potatoes curry and they were busy with Movie “Shazam”.
The whole time I was thinking how wonderful it was to have this evening come together this way. My heart is full of emotions seeing Anand this happy. We all said goodbye promising to meet again. I think I am already looking forward to the next meet up.

 A very old pic of Anand. He was a happy kid. Using dad’s glasses. I think those were our new iPad days, he was playing with various photo shop effects.



 Chef Dominos – we love you. 4 happy kids.


 And in no time the pizzas, cheesy bread and lawa cake were gone.

Shazaam


And a very happy kid.. he has seen this movie so many times but this time it was just friendship and happiness.

 And this morning the sun soaked deck where we parents chatted about the world, politics, religion, third world and economics.. Aeh.. I wish we could find solution for all the world’s problem.. It was just our kids who took over everything else J


Tuesday, July 16, 2019

Celebration is a personal choice.

After a very long tiring and draining day I am about to hit the bed but cannot sleep without writing.
I am not sure what I am feeling right now. Happy, sad, spent, thankful and tired? I am feeling grateful for sure.
Anand turned 19 today, 19.. just unbelievable. The day ended with the people who were around me when he was born. And after so many years his Hindu birthday fell on his calendar Bday. Today is Guru Purnima according to Hindi calendar, he was born on that auspicious day on July 16thin 2000.
The talk was going on for few days. All he wanted was a movie DVD “shazam”, which was being released today. Other than that no cake, no celebration, no dinner out. The mother in me was just hoping for miracle but it wasn’t looking good. By Saturday we knew that he didn’t want to make a big deal about it. He didn’t want any attention in school either so was very adamant that he wont even go to his summer school. Me being a pushy mom, I did try very hard but couldn’t make him go to school. I thought I would take a day off and take him out for lunch that didn’t work either. He totally refused the offer and asked me not to stay home. 
Last night I went to bed being OK with his decision but this morning leaving him alone at home was very hard. His dad and brother were already gone, I just had a very heart wrenching feeling thinking about him being on his own. On the other hand he had his day planned with video game, phone, social media, you tube and movie. 
I was driving to work but couldn’t stop thinking about his and our life. finally I sent a text to a group my closest friends who have been with me longer than my sons.
- “Anand’s bday today and he doesn’t want to do Anything. Stayed home so no attention drawn from teachers or students, no cake no dinner out - banned me from taking a day off.Wishes accepted only on social media And dominos piazza for dinner.Feel so bad but had to honor his wish. Here I am in Office thinking how lonely he must be feeling inside :(“

One of them asked if I am coming early from work. She made Anand’s fav food, got him a ice-cream cake and card, another one took care of his dinner choice _ Domino’s Pizza and another one got him cookies, strawberries and blueberries, his fav fruits. They all came, got a hug from him, gave him hugs, wished him. He was nice and thanked them for coming and gifts. Noone made a big deal of his Bday but I felt that he was showered with love and care. That’s all I needed for him today. Anand did receive and took some phone calls from family, responded to some texts, heard many wished him on Facebook and Instagram.
Meanwhile Amazon delivered the Movie. Anand got a shazam card in our mailbox from one of his high school friend. That was one wonderful act of kindness from that friend.

My heart is so full, knowing my boys are loved and they have people around who care for them. I did one thing right in my life, picked the right people as my friends. As of now the pizza is well taken care of, Movie is going on in the living room, berries are washed and I think the cake is waiting for its turn. The mother is ready to call it a night and happy to welcome another day, a better one.. another year older Anand and we are ready to move on to a better days.




 Thank you Amazon.. pre-ordered.. Movie "Shazam" was the real celebration 



and Nothing is better than Domino's chicken, mushroom and Olive pizza

Saturday, June 29, 2019

Another milestone - a Joy Ride .. not only for Ajey but for all of us.

As a toddler, Ajey was so fascinated by cars, real cars. His love for toy cars started when he was a baby. Our home was a museum of hot wheels cars. He would know those cars by touch even when he was asleep. When we moved to an apartment in Windsor Gardens, Norwood in 1999, our bedroom window had a view of the parking lot. Ajey would sit there and watch the cars, his favorite activity. We owned a Toyota Camry ( couldn’t get any more desi, isn’t it?) and that was his favorite thing on earth, he never troubled us for carseats or setbelts.
He learnt his alphabets with car brand names , Acura, BMW, Chevy, Dodge and so forth. He used to recognize and address my friends by their cars. Soon he started reading about cars more than storybooks and soon enough Anand developed his interest in cars too. Both brothers loved the parking lot more than any playground. They watched car shows more than Disney movies. While on the road recognizing cars became their favorites at to pass the time. 
 Ajey started reading more and more about cars. I remember him asking for Motor Trend magazine for his 11th Birthday and it continued for a few years. During this time, his dad discovered how thrilling driving is and he started changing cars every 3 years. Between the two of them cars were always a fun topic. 
Before I knew it he became the car advisor for his dad. Ashish would get a new car and after a year and a half they would start talking about the next car. 
Soon Ajey developed his interest in power engineering, clean energy, environment sustainability and new technology. His passion was a big influence in Ashish getting a Tesla last year. Though he has not been successful in changing his mom’s mind about not driving a SUV yet. The last few years I have witnessed tremendous growth in his thought process and UMass has played an important role in making my kid a social activist.
He graduated this summer and every plan was based on his future job. Finally, the time came and he started looking for his “joy ride.”
I cannot believe I am saying this but I did behave like a typical Desi mom and suggested he should just get a Toyota or Honda and get it over with. His argument for not having a gas car did make sense to me, but we both knew two electric cars would not make sense for our house hold either. I just wanted him to have a nice new car, but my son was very adamant about getting his OWN ride. He wanted a fun ride, a Hybrid and with his OWN money. Two days we spent going back and forth about this and  finally I realized his pride is more important than my wish to give him everything. I was so proud to see my child doing the research, reaching out to dealerships and mechanics. One preowned Honda CRZ matched his desires and needs. We all went to see the car and I couldn’t be any prouder. The way he talked to the car salesman , then the mechanic and at the Honda dealership I knew how smart he was being about this purchase. Last two days I witnessed my son talking, asking questions, bargaining, researching and finally paying for his car, going to RMV and then picking up his car today. I couldn’t believe that car crazy baby is a grownup man today, a good one. Ashish and I couldn’t be any prouder. We thank our village, everyone around us who cheered for him, helped him grow, and encouraged him to be the best version of himself.


Ajey showing off his hard-earned asset. I am glad I let go of “let me pay for it”. seeing him so happy and proud was the biggest joy yesterday. Even if he gambled with the money.


When we got back home Dad was up for a ride. As a passenger 

 Then he wanted to try himself. Do I see Ajey giving instructions to dad?


Getting out of the parking lot at the dealership. Mom got the first ride.


Anand went out with his brother but again he didn’t want to be part of any picture. But mom just had to do it. 


And then Pandeys partied. 4 of us had our outdoor celebration. Someone is this household still young enough to drink coke J


Salmom with Jaya’s signature green chutney. I love my farmshare.. the fresh coriander, I can still smell it.  


Monday, June 24, 2019

Families who "picnic" together stay together..


Sunday June 23rd 2019

When I organized the first moms dinner I had a pretty solid RSVP list but I was still worried. A friend made me feel better saying if no one shows up she and I will have dinner and drinks and enjoy. It turned out to be a very well attended dinner and everyone was happy.
The same thing happened today when I reached Nara Park in Acton. It was the first ever family picnic for our group. We have been talking about it for quite some time . I think I wasn’t ready to plan a family get together. It’s always tricky to manage things when husbands and kids come in the picture.
We had been discussing it for a while and with the beautiful weather it felt like the right thing to do. So decided to take the plunge.
Today was such a prefect day. I knew it would be great the moment Anand agreed to go with us. We left home not knowing how the day would unfold. Anand remained quiet so I didn’t know what was going on in his head. I really wanted to be prepared but had no idea what he was feeling so didn’t push him much to talk in the car. Ajey and I talked about his work and we were there at the park a little before 3 pm. 

We parked and waited for other families to arrive. I met one of the Non Indian moms from a facebook  group. She read my post and decided to come and see us for a short time. Anand loved meeting their dog. Another mom came by and I could say hi. Before we could continue our conversation my phone started buzzing. Many wanted to know the location and parking and some were trying to figure out who Jaya was. Soon we all gathered in the kids play ground. It was heartwarming to see so many dads walking in.
Before I realized everyone was just introducing each other on their own, kids were walking , running, dads chatting and moms getting to know each other. So many new faces and new stories. I just felt such an energy rush knowing my vision was taking shape. I could hear dads talking about Autism, ABA, resources. For a change, Indian men were not talking about politics, work or stock market or cricket match for that matter. 
A mom got tea and snacks for everyone. Some brought home made snacks, fruits and cookies and everything looked so tempting but more than that it was the warmth I could feel. They were strangers a few minutes ago and before we realized we were in each other’s lives like we have been there forever.
Soon we started the formal introduction session and there came so many heartwarming stories. The need for this kind of group, meet ups and support for one another is immense and unquantifiable . The idea of a family picnic was very well received and we all agreed to do it more often this summer. The introduction brought so many stories.I need to write another post about it. Anand didn’t participate but stayed around. The snack stand was tempting enough for him to stay there, he walked around and came to me from time to time for money, he did want to go back home but didn’t push too much. We could stay in the park without a meltdown. That itself was a victory for me. 
3 hours later, in the car I was thinking how to explain the importance of the picnic to all of us. It started as an idea but the outcome was very encouraging. Seeing those pictures is making my heart swell with pride. 

Please find a park near you with a fenced play area, picnic table and enough parking. You all are my resource and I depend on you to continue..


My boys walking to the snack stand. It was so wonderful to have them around. So many could meet the man who inspires me to do it better every day.


This picture remains my fav of the day. This kid’s mom felt so alone and all of sudden she has 100+ friends. They drove from Quincy.. She is ready to do it again..


First water then sand.. How happy he was. 

Nara Park. Beach area.. We were surprised  how beautiful the day turned out to be .


Two dads chatting .. 
















Thursday, June 20, 2019

Interview in India New England. - 20 Outstanding woman of 2019

Thank you India New England for nominating me for Outstanding 20 women in New England.
Original article here.
https://indianewengland.com/2019/05/jaya-pandey-helping-autistic-and-special-needs-children-and-their-families/


Jaya Pandey
BURLINGTON, MA—Jaya Pandey grew up in central India, with 3 sisters, her parents and grandparents. She earned a Masters in Chemistry and taught in high school for few years before marrying her best friend.
“We moved to Singapore, and had my first born. We then moved to Boston in 1999. Anand, our next son was born in 2000. I decided to stay home to raise the boys,” says Ms. Pandey. “We hit a difficult time when we realized Anand had some issues in the form of speech and language delay when he was 4. It took the name Autism when he was 8, and I had just started working full time.”
In 2015, Ms. Pandey joined the 100 Saree-Pact, wore 100 sarees and wrote stories about her life, people, and relationship.
“That changed many things in my life. The Saree Pact gave me a platform to talk about special needs and the necessity of awareness and acceptance,” says Ms. Pandey. “Anand and I were featured in a Ted Talk, some articles and a radio talk show. My husband Ashish and I have been blessed to have each other, Ajey and Anand (our sons), amazing friends and wonderful family.”
Here is a Q/A with Ms. Pandey.
INDIA New England News: Please tell our readers about your work and what you enjoy most about it?
Jaya Pandey: I work as a Business Analyst for State Street. I enjoy being part of a team, working together, finding a solution, and meeting some brilliant and out of the box thinkers. Also, I enjoy being part of an organization which supports community and values diversity.
My passion is my Network – I bring people together, I connect them to resources and encourage them to be a part of community, meeting them in person, telling them about resources, sharing my and some others’ stories, and sharing information I know. If I don’t know then I guide them in towards more information. Sometimes, I just listen. I am known to cook and serve some drinks occasionally too. And I enjoy every moment of it. The best part of it comes in the form of tears, hugs, notes and emails. Feeling that what I am doing is changing their life, empowering them and inspiring them to be better is the best part.
Jaya Pandey
INE: To what charitable, community and professional groups do you belong and why?
JP: Autism Resource Center (Advisory Board)
Children’s Hospital Autism Center (Parents advisory board)
Federation of children with special needs
AANE (Asperger Autism Network)
Mass Family Organizing For Change (MFOFC)
Various labs exploring Autism
Autism Speaks
Hindi Manch: part of team for long time and was in steering Committee in doing first “Sahitya        Sammelan”. This wonderful organization is doing some amazing work.
Actively involved in Franklin – library, town and school system.
Various employee resource groups at work.
Musical groups and help many friends organizing their musical show.
These days most of time goes to support various organization working for special needs and special education. These organizations are impacting so many lives. I write for various organization about their work and impact.
INE: What are your hobbies and interests?
JP: Cooking, Music (especially ghazals), Travelling, studying people and culture, sarees, reading, poetry, writing.
INE: In what way do you feel you have most positively influenced or served the local community or your company/organization and professional field?
JP: At my job, I work with very diverse population, helping people understand different cultures. I have been part of a steering committee of various employee resources groups, been involved with different initiatives and events, and I’ve helped plan many volunteer activities.
Outside of work I believe in serving the community I am from as well where I live now. I have been part of Franklin (the town I live in) volunteer groups, and actively involved in town and school activities. I strongly believe in giving back to community we live in. I can take credit for introducing “Indian culture” to my town in various ways. I have introduced “shop and eat the Indian way” to a largely white town. I started a desi women’s group years ago to connect Indian women, and helped them settle and make new friends in their new town.
I became part of 100 Saree Pact in 2015 and wrote saree stories. Autism Awareness came out of those stories. And then it became more than just our story. It went on to tell the stories of many more families all over the world, who have special need children. I wore 100 sarees and wrote stories about people, cause, relationships and more.
I am very fortunate that so many moms allowed me to be part of their journey, shared their stories, and trusted me enough to come with me toward building a community of their own. They opened their heart to some other moms. They believed in my vision.
I think these moms enriched my life. I just gave them a place to come and be the real person, share their ideas, talk about their difficulties and in the process, make some new friends.  I organize the lunch and dinner, some play dates for kids, some social groups. We share each other’s knowledge and help others in need.
I go to different colleges and universities to speak with future educators, talk at various community events and seminars, workshops about autism awareness, community building and empowering moms. I write for several organizations, newspapers, pod casts and, blogs about this.
I wear a blue saree to all special need related events that make people stop and ask question. I
go to political events and state house lobbying for the welfare of the special need community. I meet with policy makers and politician to tell our stories and talk about changes in system.
I am trying to build a bridge between the Autism community and Indian community. Many times, I am the only Indian mom at a conference, seminar or workshop. I am encouraging Indian moms to come out of their shells and be part of a bigger group.
I have donated my “Indian meal for a family” and Indian cooking lessons for raffles for various organizations (Autism Housing Pathways, Franklin SEPAC, Sens-Ability Gym and many more)
I write about our life, struggle, victories, difficulties and various events and issues @ MomLovesAnand.Blogspot.com  My blog has given voices to many moms and helped them overcome their shell and be supportive of their children.
INE: What is the most pressing issue that you believe women are facing today?
JP: Balancing home, career and desires. In the process to have it all we are forgetting to take care of ourselves. Women want to hold on to the values we are raised with and want to reach out to the sky. Our wishes and dreams often conflict with reality and women usually let go of our own needs to fulfill the needs of family and society. If we go for those we do it with guilt.
INE: What is your rare talent that people don’t know about?
JP: I cook with instinct and don’t need recipes usually. I can visualize the final product.  I follow my instinct and have an ability to connect with people. I am a life-long learner and a story teller.
I am an organizer and planner. And I am excited to meet and learn about people, and listen to them.
INE: What are your favorite books?
JP: I grew up reading literature – a lot of it. My parents are avid readers… From Premchand, Nirala, Pant, Bachchan,Amrita Preetam, Manto, Dinkar, Mahadevi, Tagore , Jaishankar Prasad, Chaturvedi and many more.  Soon Faiz, Ghalib, firaq, Meer, Iqbal, Gulzar, Kaifi Azmi, Josh, Faraz, Parveen shakir and some more took over my world in my twenties. I loved reading historical fiction and non ficton.
I enjoy reading nonfiction and historical books. And favorites keep changing. Shivani was my to go author during my teen years. Right now, “Spark joy” is talking to me. “Lean in” is another one in the list I enjoyed. “Namesake” explains my life in a way nothing could, that is one book I always suggest all my non-Indian friends to read when they ask questions about life in India.
Now my reading shifted to lot of Autism related stuff, research papers, article about various topics.
INE: What are your favorite quotes that motivate you or make you smile?
JP: My inspiration comes from poetry more than quotes
  • “Gam na kar Gam na kar Dard tham jaye ga,Yaar laut aayen ge, Zakham bhar jaye ga,
Dinn nikal aye ga, Abar khul jaye ga, Raat ddhhal jaye gi,
Ruut badal jaye gi, Gham na kar,Gham na ka–Faiz
  • You may say I’m a dreamer But I’m not the only one. I hope some day you’ll join us . And the world will be as one. –John Lennon
  • Mere seene mein nahin, to tere seene mein sahi
    ho kahin bhi aag, lekin aag jalni chahiye.–Dushyant Kumar
  • People will forget what you said, people will forget what you did, but people will never forget how you made them feel. —Maya Angelou
  • “The most important thing in life is to learn how to give out love, and to let it come in.–Morrie Schwartz
  • “You are not a drop in the ocean. You are the entire ocean, in a drop.”–Rumi
INE: Who inspires you the most?
JP: My Mom and Dad, my sisters, my sons and husband. These are the people who make me think beyond the limit. My husband, Ashish is my strength. My grandmother was a woman who could not “Not” do nothing. She was artsy, a fighter, amazing cook and go-getter. She didn’t have a degree but was one of the smartest women I have come across. I get inspired by people walking in and out of my life. I learn from everyone. I’ve met some amazing parents in this journey and they are my biggest inspiration. Ajey, My older son has taught me so much about life and Anand has taught me resilience and perseverance.
INE: Who is the one person you would like to meet and why?
JP: Difficult to pick one between Jagjit Singh and My uncle.
Jagjit Singh. I have been in love with him since I was 13. His ghazals defined every emotion in my life. I don’t think anyone could move me the way he did and still does. I can spend days just listening to him. His voice has ability to take me to a different world. I lost my uncle when I was 15. He was in his thirties and was way beyond his time and has influenced me in many ways. He is the one who introduced me to Ghazals. I so miss him and would love to see what our world would have been if he was around.
INE: What are your core values that you try to live by?
JP: Empathy, Passion, kindness, Gratitude and above all “pay it forward.”